I got drunk on Vodka last night and today I want to die. It’s Halloween. How fitting!
I see no hope for my life other than to just be depressed for another 40 years. No idea how long I’ll live. But it really is a miserable existence.
The only break I get is when I get stoned. When I get stoned I can handle it.
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The only break I get is when I’m drunk. I’ve been doing a lot of being drunk the past few months.
I thought “fuck it Im not gonna be here much longer anyway, may as well be merry” Now I’ve realised that it might be a longer process, Im gonna cut back on it. When I get into the zone, and I know it’s gonna happen I’ll drink my body weight those last few days.