I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know why I still exist. I feel like shit constantly most of it is actually feeling like shit but not it’s just turned into a constant feeling of shit because the people I love whom I want to listen won’t or can’t listen.
I need them to listen. It’s going to kill me.
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find new people to love. if yr loves arent listening but hearing, they do not deserve your wholesome love. do not hand your heart out like gum at school. be selfish with it. keep it for the ones that are true. what you are describing is not love. find people who listen. if not, make daily posts, write in a journal, make paper stars, listen to yourself. remember to stay hydrated, eat well, and get rest.
Thankyou <3 I've let go of everyone except my partner. I know he truly wants to listen but because of the mental issues he has he physically can't. I really don't know what I'm doing everything is just pushing me further and further towards the edge.
Thankyou for commenting <3