I feel that I’m the only one that wants to leave/run away/commit suicide, because I have people that care for me.
I know that many of you individuals could be feeling the way you are because you have been abused or that there are some people that don’t care about you.
But I’m kind of feeling depressed because of people caring for me but at the same time I feel alone when I’m not pushing them away. I don’t know, I just hate these mixed feelings. Yeah they care for me but I think there is a limit with having to care for someone, like my family they are always on my back. They don’t give me space, because they are trying to protect me. But it is just too much and I hate it. I want to run away, so I can be away from my family. Yes, I know a place I can stay for a little while, if I run out of money, I have a few ideas how to make it, food, I just won’t eat anything, I’m fine with that, clothes I’ll pack enough to for a little while. It is planned. I just have to push myself out the door.
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I feel the same, fortunately I’m 17 and soon I’ll go to university in Madrid by myself far away from my family. I feel like I have to leave this place where I’ve suffered so much (but I love my family don’t get me wrong)
yeah i love my family and all but they are just too much lately and i just need space away from them.
Same here, I moved as far away. With time I’ve been able to value those who love me a little more, but I stilll hate myself too much to want them to be arund me, if that makes anysense.