Unsure about how to go about it

I have severe depression. I like you thought it was unfair to the other person, but in reality it’s unfair to you. I was with someone for 11 years it was horrible he treated me horrible I got out but not without some issues from physical and mental abuse. So after that I decided no love from or for anyone fast forward about a year and a half later I had dated nothing serious cause I don’t let people in. Well I met someone and he got me instantly every thing I had gone thru he has see. His mom go through so it was like ok this person will get me I opened myself up. Well fast forward another 6 months and he bought a house a house I was involved in picking out and we did it together it was just in his name and he asked me to move in well it’s been 7 months nothing for me has changed I’m the same person I was when I met him but about a month ago he said I need to move out he wants his space but he still wants to date it’s possibly the hardest thing I’ve ever dealt with because in my marriage when I got beat I knew it was coming I was numb to it I didn’t have feelings but now I have a broken heart I cry all the time and my depression is 100% worse with all that being said my answer is yes it’s not unfair to them cause the right person won’t let you push them away and they will understand you need space and you’re gonna have sad moments and they’ll be there when you need it I had that for a year and a half. But the bad part is if your suicidal before the relationship when the relationship ends suicide is the first thing that comes to mind I know this because I feel it every day I try and find a way that will be quick and easy and no one can find out in time to stop it. If you’re willing to open yourself up to what could be sadness and pain then yes you can find a relationship just be careful