Hello. Sometimes I feel like my top wasn’t screwed on properly. It’s like sometimes some of the stuff leaks out of the side or that there is a dull humming that isn’t supposed to be there. Some days it’s easier to deal with it, other times not so much. The teacher said my essay was good. It was basically me saying how pointless life was and how MacBeth accepted how little human existence means. I think I got an A. I have fantasies of what it would be like to have something interesting happen. I feel that if I somehow get out of here, something interesting would happen. So how was your day? Was it better than you expected, or not? Say anything. I’ll have a conversation. Anything on your mind, just go. Thanks for listening if you are.
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Honestly when you live day to day with the same routine those fantasies can seem like the only thing to keep you sane. Or maybe just the only redeeming part of the day. I didn’t work so my day was entirely uneventful, aside from hanging out with a friend for a little. Aside from the bomb essay, anything else going on with you?
Nothing much. Wole up at 8:10 today. Kept waking up several times before that and going back to sleep. The weekday is almost over, but there’s never anything intresting to do on the weekends.