Don’t’cha just hate those nights when you can’t sleep because you’re too busy thinking about how you’re an infuriatingly pathetic loser with no future? Yeah, I hate those nights too. Those nights are the worst.
Think that’s most nights really. Unless I’m too exhausted to think. Which takes a lot.
I’m trying to focus more on keeping myself balanced. Even if I can’t see a worthwhile future, for the time being, I’m still here. So I may as well try and reduce the amount of time I spend feeling despairing about that.
Yep. Why can’t I be one of those cocky bastards who wake up and think they’re fucking awesome and god’s gift to mankind? Would make my life so much easier to deal with.
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Hi! I’m sorry to hear you feel that way. It saddens me 🙁
Think that’s most nights really. Unless I’m too exhausted to think. Which takes a lot.
I’m trying to focus more on keeping myself balanced. Even if I can’t see a worthwhile future, for the time being, I’m still here. So I may as well try and reduce the amount of time I spend feeling despairing about that.
That sounds like a good strategy.
Yep. Why can’t I be one of those cocky bastards who wake up and think they’re fucking awesome and god’s gift to mankind? Would make my life so much easier to deal with.
No future to look forward too, that’s the worst and how I feel every damn day