My father went to my uni to pay the tuition fee. And they told them I’m not on the list.
He called me, obviously. I felt scared, so so scared. I was able to pull off a temporary lie, not sure how much that’s gonna last.
Do I seriously have to die now? I didn’t even published chapter 3.
I’m so sad.
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No, you don’t have to die. Nothing can force you to take that final step. Only you can take it, or more specifically, only you can force yourself. However, the only way out of this situation will be to tell your father the truth. Sometimes telling the truth is truly terrifying, but it’s far better than trying to keep it a secret and tying yourself in knots trying to keep it that way. Also, telling the truth will enable you to keep writing your story.
According to what she has written here in the past, her parents aren’t like normal parents, they’re psychopaths who should be in prison for what they’ve done to her. (Normal parents might just yell at you and say “I’m so disappointed” if they found out you had lied to them, and eventually forgive you.)
Ah, sorry. I wasn’t aware of that.
Can you move out of your parents house?
I checked her earlier posts and comments pertaining to her parents, and unfortunately that option doesn’t seem possible. According to her, her parents are hugely influential in her country, Bolivia, and as such she can’t leave the country, or move around without her parents knowing so.
:/ that’s awful
the whole thing is making me angry.
Yip, my sentiments exactly.
The things I read sketch a truly horrid situation. An outlandish one as well, but I’m giving it the benefit of the doubt.
Sometimes I wish I could get away with murder (hopefully that doesn’t offend or upset kamidaka).
You know, when people hurt their children or treat them terribly
I know exactly what you mean. This may sound horrible, but I’d be fine with being given a list of “scumbags” and just ticking them off of it, one by one. I think I’d be quite good at it. Obviously that isn’t how the world works, but the idea is sometimes somewhat appealing.
^_^ I believe you.
Nope, it isn’t how the world works… It’s just fucked up that children don’t choose to be here, they are just created, and can land with parents that cause them pain and fear.
But saying that “things aren’t fair” until I’m blue in the face doesn’t fix anything.
Ha, that’s good to know.
Yes, exactly. It shows how seemingly random, and often, unfair the world is.
Yip, shit just happens, and we need to try to deal with it as best we can.
“I know exactly what you mean. This may sound horrible, but I’d be fine with being given a list of “scumbags” and just ticking them off of it, one by one. I think I’d be quite good at it. Obviously that isn’t how the world works, but the idea is sometimes somewhat appealing.”
SadPotato- are you looking to become the next Dexter? 😛
…and what if this list is inaccurate? Or what if 1 person thinks someone is a scumbag but another person doesn’t? What if someone thinks cutting someone off in traffic is a scumbag? Do they all get executed? Idk SadPotato/next Dexter- shit can get complicated.
eternaldarkness:
Ha, goodness no… his work is far too sloppy.
Exactly, that’s why I said that the world doesn’t work that way. No one person should have the power to go around killing people willy-nilly.
Not that I’m against Dexter…but what if this list is inaccurate? Or what if 1 person thinks someone is a scumbag but another person doesn’t? What if someone thinks cutting someone off in traffic is a scumbag? Do they all get executed? Idk SadPotato/future Dexter- shit can get complicated.
Hey everyone! Wow I can’t believe it, so many comments.
No, I’m not offended, I’ve thought of killing them a lot of times. I would do it if I weren’t so tired of life in general. I’ve been through a lot, I just want some peace, I’m tired of fighting.
Update: my lie was good enough I’ll be safe until Tuesday. After that there’s a small possibility they’ll still believe it. I hope I have enough time.
Thanks everyone! You’re so kind, I hope you have a peaceful weekend
SadPotato, thanks for taking the time to read my story
nepheliad, thanks for helping me explain the situation
Same to you braiNsane, I also wished justice worked that way :c
No problem, and I hope you’ll be able to finish your writings. It clearly means a great deal to you.
You are in my thoughts and prayers Angel.