Hi everyone I was gone for a few months. I started to take some medication that was suppose to fix me lol. It seemed to help for a while but as you can see here I am again. Doing a little better but still wishing i could just not be.. at all. Not even sure what to say……. Just Hi I guess. Nice to see some familiar names still here.
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welcome back , want to share what happened in these months ?
Well for the first few months i really thought it was helping. My mood seemed to be better and my anxiety was so much less. The feeling like people were judging me all the time didnt bother me so much. IDK I just basically didnt care and was just doing my day to day thing without overthinking it. But it has slowly started to creep back. It still isnt as bad as it was before but whenever i get overwhelmed the same old thoughts of “escape” hit me again. It has been about 6 months with a little bit of a relief. (Grateful for that much) Silly me for thinking that light at the end of the tunnel wasn’t a train.
Welcome back and thanks for sharing the medication experience. Like almost everyone else who has related a medication experience, the stuff seems to help briefly if it helps at all. Then comes the side effects…
Well so far no real side effects. I have tried many different meds and didnt believe in them “at all” because of the fog they put me in. But this one I am still myself. I was honestly shocked there weren’t any.
FWIW: Per my sisters experience things went fine with her depression med for five years. Sorry I can’t remember the name of it. At the end of year five she was cutoff with dire consequences, such as organs trying shutdown. I t seems the drug simply was not allowed to be dispensed beyond five years.
I hope your sister is ok. Let me know if you remember the name please.