Well last week I almost lost two of my closest friends due to note my sister made about them on my note book. It really pissed me off when my friend told me I was turning into a ***** like my sister . ( I am not a *****!) Also when she told me to grow a back bone and be my own person. I mean this bullshit drama could have been prevented in the first place and if she would of told it to my face on what was wrong and that she hates my sister. It could have prevented the two mental and emotional meltdowns i had during class and also the suicidal thoughts I had too.
I mean I know I don’t have many friends to begin with… Maybe I’m just better killing off myself now and save me the misery. since all I seem to do is fuck up. last Thursday was just a bad day in general I had 3 tests back to back and i ended up puking twice in between them due to my test anxiety… I also found out its gonna be at least 3 weeks before i can get an appointment with my counselor. ugh just fucking end it now.
Just got to get through this week then I’ll be on my way to tekko with my friend A. Hopefully to forget about this worthless piece of shit for a town and try to relax..
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Good luck