Undeserving N but Funny

He has the pilot wings while I clean the cherry coke water fountains. I can look out the windows while I clean. I like it this way. I think of the ramblings and I think of the non ramblings. This is a non rambling. I’m undeserving of life. I can’t keep up. I am slow and weak. I don’t deserve the pain or the pleasure. The misery or the manic. The anger or the aloof. I don’t derserve any of it. I’m glad. They can have it. It’s the way it should be. The foundation is concrete while the building is intangible.