Being inferior to every other guy on the planet. Being physically disadvantaged. Not being as attractive. Having a small cock. Being too hairy and extremely pale. Basically being handicapped but getting absolutely no recognition for it.
Honestly, I don’t have a specific “thing”. It’s like this black fog, or demon, is always breathing down my neck and that’s what makes me unhappy. Whatever “it” is.
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Myself
my career
It’s not knowing what makes me unhappy in general.
Being inferior to every other guy on the planet. Being physically disadvantaged. Not being as attractive. Having a small cock. Being too hairy and extremely pale. Basically being handicapped but getting absolutely no recognition for it.
Seeing a “big” person/entity hurting a less powerful person for convenience, profit, or pleasure.
a1957, I feel that too 🙁
My biological father and his words
My career. As it’s non existent.
Not believing in myself. Believing I am shit.
Honestly, I don’t have a specific “thing”. It’s like this black fog, or demon, is always breathing down my neck and that’s what makes me unhappy. Whatever “it” is.
My anger, my stupidity, and the fact that I have to hide my true nature to be accepted in this world.
Being so disappointing. The feeling that I’m never going anywhere, never going to amount to anything.
Not being loved.
My sins
Being alive.
Anorexia. it’s fucking destroyed everything. It’s probably the main reason I want to die.
Alone, unloved and misunderstood. I would just like someone to stand with me. I know I am not ok, but being alone is the worst…..
“Alone, unloved and misunderstood.” – that’s me
The conflict in my mind.