I’m sorry.

For fellow, past, and possibly gone members of SP. This is my apology for dissapearing. This is my apology for blowing a gasket the day I left. I seriously thought that day was the end of days. My time to end. Frankly I’m alive. This I cannot say for some past SP occupants. To all I hurt or made a fuss with I am truely sorry. This may not mean much a year past, but it’s worth a shot. I’ve learned the beauty in life and I give my thanks to everyone who touched my heart here on SP. I’ve met some people I will never forget about. And I pay my respects to all who have passed. Without the support of so many beautiful people I would have been dead a long time ago. To this I give my all to you. For those who are no longer with us or those future people to join SP I live my life for you. I love for you. I give my life for you. After all, no one should ever go though what I have.

The most beautiful thing I’ve ever met was death. The most I’ve ever loved was suicide. The beauty in the world is the survivors of this battle. The greatest people I’ve met in this world are the ones who struggle the most. For the ones who passed, you will never be forgotten, you live through me. I love you. All of you.