So, yeah, today’s my high school prom and shit, and I didn’t go. I thought it probably was the best decision I could’ve made since nobody really cares if I’m there or not. However I’m being slowly taken by a feeling of regret, which is ironic since not going was my decision and mine alone. My parents don’t even know there is a prom right now. I don’t even know anymore.
In junior high school my parents forced me into going to the prom. I absolutely hated it, and decided I wouldn’t go to another party like that. And now that I’m rotting at home I’m thinking that maybe I should’ve gone. And social media is killing me slowly, all those photos and videos… I don’t know what to do.
Guess I’ll try to disappear quietly for the next 24 to 36 hours. I’ll pretend I’m dead, let’s see if any of my “friends” cares enough to even try to look for me.
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I think you did the right thing. Prom should be for people who want to go, not just because you’re expected to. Mine sucked, really awkward. Disappearing for 24 to 36 hours sounds a lot more fun 🙂