Yesterday was a great day. I felt like I made a lot of progress with things. I had a few important revelations that were really empowering and I couldn’t wait to tell you guys about it.
Today, I can’t feel, can hardly think, and haven’t been able to eat or leave my bed. Everything is too loud, too fast, too much at once. Sandpaper against raw nerves. I’m breathing for no reason.
It’s insane how drastically and how quickly things can change. I’m tired of all of this whiplash. Why can’t I just be the same person for two days in a row?
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It’s funny how you can feel so good and then in a blink off an eye everything is just empty. Confusing and uncomfortable.
I know the feeling
The horrible day you’re having can’t take away those empowering revelations you made. That’s their nature, when a revelation is made, it stays.
You’re right. I’ve got to remember that.