i wonder, if I’ll ever meet someone who wants to die as badly as I do, someone who hates themselves as much as I do, someone who googles things like,” I want to die” as much as I do, someone who hates god as much as me, or someone who knows about this site, or someone who has attempted suicide(which I haven’t). Finding any of the above seems almost impossible for me to find. I doubt that ANYONE I know in real life would be able to relate to the things that are posted on this site. And I can. Which makes me feel even worse about myself. Not being able to relate enough to ANYONE I know. It is just so confusing. Why are people who are similar to the posts on this site, SO HARD TO FIND? I wonder what percent of people in the world feel like the people who post on this site. I doubt I will ever meet someone like this website. It just makes me feel terrible.
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You have just found that person ?
Nobody’s real, man
I wonder if I will ever meet someone in person face to face is like this is what i mean
I’m sure you’ve met a lot, and just didn’t know it. A lot of people are secretly like this, likely the ones you would never even expect to have those sorts of problems.
Maybe don’t look to find a common connection in pain, but in something else instead
Truth is you are meeting all these people, RIGHT NOW. Who cares if we are thousands of miles away, for all you know we could be your neighbors. People like us come to places like this because we don’t reach out publicly, so if no ones reaching, who can be found? It might surprise you what connections you can make with other people, just by every day connecting. Just like when people look at you and can’t tell what you harbor inside, you cant tell what they harbor inside either. Everyone has a past, remember that. People will relate to you, just try it, maybe tomorrow?
Someone that hates god as much as you do? I’m not sure, probably at times. But my “gripe” with god is, why?
The all knowing god knew there would be sin before creating earth, people, everything. But he chose to create it all.
So why god have you made us to put some of us through so much pain in life? He put in me traits, both good and bad. The mental illness I suffer from is not something I asked for, nor did any of us. I see it as something god wanted me to have.
So why god?
Most people don’t speak of their problems offline. Most people keep it to themselves. I’ve tried to do this without success. For some reason my mind craves raw conversation about people’s dreams, fears, feelings and thoughts. If I tried approaching someone like this offline, they’d probably get freaked out.