I have been lurking here for quite some time, and going back and forth about whether I’m doing this or not. Today I woke up and just felt ready. Calm. At peace with the decision. A little scared it won’t work but that is a chance I am prepared to take.
I thought when I was finally ready I would feel more anguish but I don’t. I just feel calm. Like this is the right thing to do and it is time. I hope I can finally find the peace I have been yearning for…..
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I know that calm. Yes real. Of course I fucked up one of several details so I am here to tell you yes the calm is part of it, calm with perhaps a touch of relief. Yeah.
I hope you find the peace you need.
Don’t do it friend. You’re not alone.
Good luck.
I know that feeling. All the best
Yep. Oddly enough it’s extremely peaceful, and when it fails, THAT’S when the hopelessness kicks in, in full force. Pretty funny actually.