of living if you’ve got no one who cares about you?
What’s the point of living if you don’t have love? Love from others, or love for yourself? I am so broken- mentally, physically, emotionally, in every way. I feel lousy about every part of my life. I am neither alive nor dead.
I wish I had a bottle of liquid death. Even if I don’t use it right now, I would have the comfort of knowing I can end it any time. But alas…I have no such bottle…
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Having the means would give some comfort wouldn’t it, a plan B. It’s the worst feeling when you think you’re completely broken and everything appears hopeless. Small obstacles become massive. Breathing is a chore. Perhaps try dealing with one thing at a time. I hope your despair lifts.
Liquid death does exist, it’s just hard to get.
I tried to buy it twice for the same reason as you, not to use it straight away but just to have a way out. Unfortunately I was never able to get my bottle.