Everyday feels like a fucking Sunday, I do the same thing everyday, in bed thinking of what life would be without me fucking here. I really hate it I tried to get away from this but I mean why keep trying when your gonna be led back on the same fucking path maybe it’s destined
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The reason we become stuck in a certain “situation” is because that is what we dwell upon. Meaning, we attract what we think. If you imagine yourself in different circumstances instead of ruminating on what “is” you can move toward what you want. I know, there’s all kinds of crap about the “law of attraction” and “manifesting” out there and people claiming to have changed their lives and made their dreams come true by acting and thinking “as if” they already have what they want. And they make it sound easy. Well, it isn’t.
Overcoming a lifetime of negative thinking is nearly impossible but I know people that have done it and I know it works. Can I do it? No. And allowing that thought to cross my mind probably just incinerated a week’s worth of positive thinking so you can see how hard overcoming the barriers are but it can be done. It’s just a choice we have to make; most of us will give up far too easily and sit back down in our own funk.
So, there it is.
I imagine myself not working, every day, and how awesome it will be when I quit and become a homeless indigent living under a bridge. What fun I will have with the native wildlife! I can swim in the not at all polluted waters, and play pranks on the unmutated fishes. It will be amazing! Should I go for it?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e6I5aUjjNbw
This song, about sundays, is something I can relate to beyond comprehension or description. Take a listen, maybe it will hit you like it does me.
You wonder about what life would be like without you in it….interesting. I think about myself without life in me.
Trying to break out of a seemingly pre-destined path may only be a matter of altering one part of the day. A change of routine. It can be difficult to take the first step to break out of the inertia and it may not ultimately change anything about your life but it could be worth considering.
Let us know how you are.