I let this happen. I deserve the consequences.
Why do I feel like I want to die all the time? Because I deserve it. You know that. I know that.
I don’t deserve that escape, though. I don’t deserve that escape.
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.
No.
I hate me.
I brought this on myself. I did this to myself. I forced this on myself.
This is hell. I cannot escape. I deserve this. I fucked up and I deserve it.
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No, you don’t deserve any pain. You deserve to be happy. I know exactly how you feel.