Never getting past your self-imposed fears to become something better, even though you’re pretty confident you have the talent. You’ll fu€k it up somehow… Holding onto those fears and just digging further into self-hatred. Seeing a light at the end of the tunnel…but as you walk thru the tunnel, the light never gets closer. Sometimes there’s an optical illusion or mirage, but in the end the light’s way the fu€k out there and I’m way the fu€k in here.
Man’s inhumanity. Our arrogance and lack of respect for our planet and the life on it makes unnecessarily painful for billions of Earth’s inhabitants, human and otherwise.
Crippling social anxiety, an immovable anchor tying me within a personality of ugly fear with a byproduct misshapen misaligned words that come out in ugly pairings flooding my friend’s and family’s ears that misrepresent my true personality. It was always this way it will never change.
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Never getting past your self-imposed fears to become something better, even though you’re pretty confident you have the talent. You’ll fu€k it up somehow… Holding onto those fears and just digging further into self-hatred. Seeing a light at the end of the tunnel…but as you walk thru the tunnel, the light never gets closer. Sometimes there’s an optical illusion or mirage, but in the end the light’s way the fu€k out there and I’m way the fu€k in here.
Knowing that you won’t get better with medicine and therapy, im too far gone. noone can help me at this point
Man’s inhumanity. Our arrogance and lack of respect for our planet and the life on it makes unnecessarily painful for billions of Earth’s inhabitants, human and otherwise.
…raw psychic pain that just will not go away.
The people
Crippling social anxiety, an immovable anchor tying me within a personality of ugly fear with a byproduct misshapen misaligned words that come out in ugly pairings flooding my friend’s and family’s ears that misrepresent my true personality. It was always this way it will never change.
Trying to live up to people/societies standards.
My mind.
Breathing…