Hi. I’m new here. Just want to say that I fucking hate the world. I’m fucking alone, no friends, no girlfriend, nobody… and I’m 21! I’m still a virgin and have never kissed a girl. It seems I’ll be the next Elliot Rodger, but I don’t want to kill people, I don’t have the balls to do that. You see, I’m in a trouble, a big trouble. My life can’t go on. I can’t have this pathetic life. I can’t continue. I’m almost crying right now, lying on my bed in my miserable room. I think I will slit my throat, as soon as I’m ready to finish my life. What else can I do? The last time I talk with someone was weeks ago! I think everybody hates me, even my parents. Fuck my life!
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I’ve been hurt so bad I myself have been thinking about how easy and adrenaline filled murder would be like I might become Mark David Chapman or something
I will probably just kill myself
But I think about murder
I can relate to what you’re going through trust me… ive been suicidal for the last 7 years or so and it’s been a rough road.. I hope you can find comfort in knowing you’re not alone… stay strong..
I’m sorry you feel like this my friend, but I promise you’re not alone
Maybe you should start attending to some groups anything that you like to get to know people. Or go talk to someone on some social media that you could make some plans with. Don’t give up ..you’re still young,there’s time left to change your life ,you’re not
Alone! 🙂
I tried many times in the past, but people just rejected me. They looked at me like a freak. You know, I’m ugly, short, physically weak and girls don’t like people like these.
Nothing wrong with being a virgin at the age of 21, nothing wrong with not ever having a gf or kissing a girl. School relationships tend to stay in school and fade afterwards. Honestly, mulling over a broken heart is a hell of a lot worse, especially considering that a lot of the time, it’s a technicality with most relationships…
As for you being alone. It’s not easy for people like us to want to meet people for varying reasons, but the best thing to do is to try to go out and find a hobby. Even if you find that you don’t like it, it’s a start. You may find some people you find interesting or likeable… Don’t give up, friend.
I’m short, you know, a fucking midget! I’m 5’7. Girls don’t like short and ugly boys. Acne ruined my face. Also I’m poor and I can’t afford to study in a college. My room is a shithole. You see, suicide seems to be the only way to end such miserable life.
The kind of crap you see in the movies and TV is a very recent phenomenon. Most of the history of the world, and in some places still, partners are arranged, sex is bought, sex was taken, abstenince was expected, wives were courted well into adulthood with no fooling around beforehand…pretty much everything but what the last 50 years of Western culture has evolved into. I am not saying the state of it now is wrong or not. But I don’t thing something like prostitution which is as old as time is wrong either. It’s legal in Nevada and many, many first world countries still.
My point is, I think it has become an obstacle for you and in so doing, is now a vicious cycle. Go see a prostitute, ideally a legal and regulated one, and get whatever you need to out of the way. Once you aren’t dwelling on what the current culture is pressuring you into, you will feel a lot better and the real thing will then come naturally before you know it. A watched pot…