I don’t know what to do. My coping mechanisms don’t work anymore. No matter how I starve, how I vomit up everything I eat, how I slice open my arms, and stomach, how I sleep with a different guy every night, how I run, run, run, run away. It catches up with me. Stuns me. Chokes me. Incapacitates me. Leaves me so tired I can’t imagine breathing for one more second. And I feel like such a burden. So unwanted. So unloved. I can’t breathe. I can’t stand being alive. Not for one more day. Not for one more second.
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Yeah if that’s how you feel then you need peace. Like literal peace. Sleep your mind and soul out and never wake up again if that’s what you feel like. Listening to other people’s stuff like you can do it etc. etc. ain’t gonna help your situation right now. You need to take a break.