Everything is catching up tp me today. I’ve realized how shitty i’ve been to people and i don’t know if that’s because i’m just n asshole or if i’m so empty inside that i just can’t see what’s right in front of me. I want to kill myself but I don’t think i have the guts to. I’m thinking about cutting though. I last cut about 6-7 months ago. I just can’t do this anymore. I need some sort of release.
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same with me and my cigarette. the reasons that made you decided to quit cutting,you should hold on to them and push on. you can do it ! 🙂
I understand the pressure of wanting to go back to cutting I’m fighting the very same battle, its been roughly 2 months since I stopped but it still feels like an up hill battle everyday. sorry I can’t provide any resolution but maybe you can take solace in the fact that others are trying to be as brave as you by resisting for so long and hope you continue you do so