i’m really tired of being told to see a psychologist. i’m tired of being told it’ll get better. i’m just tired of all this false hope people expect me to soak in like a sponge. they expect me to instantly be cured of my illness just by simply looking at the bigger picture. i don’t see a bigger picture for me, i don’t want there to be one. i want to be dead.
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Well I will agree with you and tell you not to see a pyschologist cause they are a dirty scam. Wolf in sheep clothes. Etc.
i’m getting forced to see one and it’s a waste of time, they don’t really give a shit about your problems in my opinion.
Never been to one. Lucky me I guess. I never trusted them, the way they see you. It feels like they would see you the way everyone else sees you, except now they are paid to see you. That’s what I’m assuming, I’ve only been to a guidance counselor, then I decided to hide my thoughts and feelings as best I could. No one knows, no one will know, I don’t want anyone to know. I hope I can keep the mask up. Just the way they all look at us, it’s not right at all.
I feel it’s necessary for me to see a psychiatrist and a therapist. It’s better than nothing. I would feel even more lost without some kind of professional help. Plus, the appointments help to get me out of the house. You have to find a psychiatrist or therapist who you feel understands you. I had to go through a few of them.
I’m considering hypnotherapy. It’s going to cost $200+ for 3 sessions, but the reviews are amazing and I heard it’s actually a serious cure for depression, anxiety and other issues. Seems worth it.
I havent been to 1 since i was court ordered 11yrs ago. Kinda scared to go now cuz i think theyd put me back in the hospital again
As long as you don’t admit you want to kill yourself, they shouldn’t put you away. They may ask “Do you have suicidal thoughts?” I say something like “Well, I want to disappear.” But when they ask “Do you have a plan?” If you say “Yes.”, they will more than likely admit you to the hospital so just keep it to yourself.
I’m thinking about seeing a therapist but I have no time right now. When I do have time I think I will if this fucking darkness doesn’t stop. When you go just let it all hang out. Who cares what they think. If they are paid to listen then let them hear it all. It may not help but at this point it won’t hurt. Be well my friend.