I’m kind of Happy within the next month or two I should have everything ready that I need for my Exit.
Life isn’t for everyone, it doesn’t pan out sometimes, hard work doesn’t pay off and no there isn’t someone out there for everyone.
Not going to bore you with the details, thinking about the exit is actually the only thing the relaxes me and cheers me up slightly.
Everyday is the same, stress, lonelyness, depression.
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I know what you mean the only time I feel semi- okay relieved even is thinking of the day all is pain, hurt and lonelyness will be gone l
I don’t want to be the ‘guilt tripper’ (besides, who the fuck am I to you anyways, just some random SP member?? 😛 ) but if you cannot live for another, or yourself, what about living for a possibility?
I get the same way when I think about the exit, but then I stress out about it later thinking about my wife and son probably losing the house and my son being permanently scarred by the mess I made to check out of this place we call life.
Really, that’s all that’s stopping me right now. If my wife leaves me, I’m definitely done. I already have the successful means to do it that is failsafe. This suicide attempt wouldn’t go wrong this time. Not like the other attempts that I half assed.
Why are women so selfish and ungreatful, must be fun to a vagina. Hopefully your wife stays with you, you should be happy, you have a family.
People always say women are the nurturing ones, sucide rates are way up, there doing a ahitty fucken job.