whew what a title right? It was around July, I think I was on my either 16th or 17th attempt( currently on 22) So anyhow I was contemplating suicide again(like every other day) I was inside a car with my parents and we were headed to a theater and decided today I will jump out of the car. I was waiting till my parents drive to the highway to jump but then I remembered my mom doesn’t drive in highways out of fear. At this point the car was going 75 kms so I decided it was good enough. Adrenaline rushed through me as I fantasized what was about to happen. I decided I would jump on my legs that way the speed would eat up my legs and my body would go slamming into concreate.At last I opened the door real fast and jumped. To my surprise, I didn’t go slamming into the ground as I expected. I went drifting against the concreate on my back for a few meters and I came to a stop. I checked my clothes and most of the stuff was ripped ( surprisingly my clothes protected me) so did it hurt you may ask? well, it was painless for me due to the adrenaline but for someone else it would be very agonizing. my parents turned yellowish from the whole thing and I went back home with a few cuts red marks. annnnnnd that’s it!
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Face it Highlander, you can’t die!
That’s f*in crazy man.
So, reading your other posts I see you’ve attempted by hanging, antifreeze and jumping out of a moving car, and each time your parents found you. May I ask… wtf is wrong with them??? Are they doing anything to help? If you were my kid I’d at least take you to Disney and buy you a pony. (that was a joke)
If I’m honest I have one of the best parents out there. they spoil me, they take me out anytime I want, they take walks with me in the park, and they also have a therapist setup for me. the only problem is me, I cant get over wanting to die. my parents have tried everything they could to help but I’m not changing.
That’s awful, I feel really bad for them. So let me ask you, what would it take to “cure” you? Suppose you had a magic genie wish (and you’re not allowed to wish for death), what would make you want to live?
I know how it feels to have parentals that care. I do not want the help neither. Absolutely do not want to hear anyones bullshit! (Therapist, etc)
Someone should make a movie based on this kid.
I’ve seen quite a few therapists…they haven’t been very helpful, but they haven’t been just “bullshit.” It may be a cliche, but isn’t it at least worth giving it a try?
Converting from metric…I guess that’s about 45 mph…I can’t say I’m terribly surprised by the result. I almost tried the same thing out of a vehicle doing more like 65 mph. I didn’t because I was afraid it would be terribly painful and probably unsuccessful. I’m sorry your parents haven’t been able to help you, though it’s good they’re supportive…have you seen your therapist for long and has he/she been of any help at all?
It’s not going to kill you unless you get hit by another car, leading to an accident-you could get other people killed. You’re lucky you landed on your clothes otherwise your skin would’ve scrapped right off. Think it through, suicide/life is not a joke. You are not a cartoon or movie character-your actions could harm others unintentionally.
There are much better ways to commit suicide, you can google them as we cannot discuss them here. But an obvious one-if you don’t mind some pain/suffering is drowning…it’s guaranteed to work so long as you’re not saved. There are others-but like I said there are the rules.
Some might see that as a cry for help (jumping out of a car) rather than a legit suicide attempt. Once again, I’d advise against making any rash decisions, think it through carefully and make sure not one else is affected by your actions (apart from your parents). You could also try fixing the problems in your life…but that’s up to you.
Hey, I just read your story. I know this is from almost a year ago, but I just want to say I can relate to this somewhat. About a year ago, I thought about stepping in front of a car. I saw a speeding car go by. RIGHT AFTER THAT, I literally PROMISED myself that IF I saw another speeding car go by on the road, that I would purposely step in front of it. Unfortunately I didn’t see any more cars on the road after that one went by. TRULY unfortunate! REALLY wish there was another car going at the same speed so I could have just ended my miserable life!
@noah5678 hello noah, completely understand you. I used to contemplate the same thing when I would be walking on the sidewalk while cars are passing by, believe me when I tell you that even today everytime a car passes by me I feel like part of me just jumped in front of that car and died that same exact second.