I was throwing up a lot, I think I ate something bad. My head was spinning, the pain was unbearable, I wanted to break something.
My mother was only yelling at me, even though I was begging her to help me. She started blaming me of random things. I couldn’t even understand what she was saying.
She hates me so much. Don’t worry, I’ll die soon, and the last memory of me will be your room dyed with my blood.
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Don’t kill yourself for your mother. Try to find a job, a place to leave and move out..
Yeah, you should probably read my first post. I’ve already tried, and failed every single time. And I’m not gonna kill myself just for my mother, I’ll do it because I’m really tired and I want some peace. But I’ll use my death to leave a message to her, so it’s like killing two birds with one stone.
Don’t kill yourself. Your mother truly loves you. She will be devastated once she finds out you are dead. Please don’t kill yourself, people love still you 🙂
Although she doesn’t love me, there are other people that indeed love me, but I can’t keep on existing just for the sake of those people. I’m tired, I can’t escape, I just want to sleep forever.