I don’t want people to understand me, I don’t want to have a better life, I don’t want to succeed in life, I don’t want friends, all I want is to die. Is it so hard to understand? no amount of love, happiness, or anti-depressants will stop me from fantasizing about death.
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Sorry that you can’t find any other way to stay alive. A lot of people think love helps. That love conquers all. But in the worst cases, you just can’t believe in it anymore. There is no hope left, no faith, nothing. The desperate attempts to make yourself smile just go down the drain.
Unlike you, I’m seeing if anyone could possibly love me before I hit 30. If not… well, there’s just no fooling myself anymore………………………..
well at least you admit it. most people couldn’t/wouldn’t. i hope some day you have a change of heart. you most likely will.
Exactly that is how it will always be. Antidepressants are just poison anyhow