Everytime my life gets better, it gets twice as bad after that. Like I’m taking 1 step forward and two steps back. It’s pointless. I still don’t see the point in living. I am trying to get help for my depression. It’s been about a year now, and still, no one knows.
And what really pisses me off is when people say suicide is selfish, and they expect you to stay alive just so they won’t feel guilty. So you can be their mannequin. But they have no idea what you’re going through. They don’t know what it’s like to struggle to survive. If they had the same hell I did, they wouldn’t say that. If you’ve been through what I’ve been through you know what I’m talking about. (and I’m pretty sure that’s most people on here.)
Because some people go through things you can’t even imagine, and they have the nerve to say something like “suicide is for cowards”?!?
How fucked up is that.
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such true words, IMO suicide is for the brave who are ready to face the inevitable, death
Very true, very true. And sum people aren’t built the same as others. Sum just can’t withstand some of life’s tramatic impacts… I like ur point of “they expect you to stay alive so they won’t feel guilty.” Iv never thought of it like that.
The pure simple truth is: everything is subjective (all semantic arguments aside)..and each own person’s view of what’s *Truth* or REAL *Reality* is all varied, not the same.. So, you are free to choose what you believe.
But at the same time, ironically, since everything is subjective (and that we possibly perhaps can’t ever know the REAL Truths/Reality of things…cuz we’re only goddamn limited human beings..),.that means you can still CHANGE ur own view., for the better…but only if u want, that is.
God Damn niki, seriously you need to share the inspiration (wink wink nudge nudge)