Is it worth it?

  September 20th, 2011 by Ixhatexmyxname

Everytime my life gets better, it gets twice as bad after that. Like I’m taking 1 step forward and two steps back. It’s pointless. I still don’t see the point in living. I am trying to get help for my depression. It’s been about a year now, and still, no one knows.

And what really pisses me off is when people say suicide is selfish, and they expect you to stay alive just so they won’t feel guilty. So you can be their mannequin. But they have no idea what you’re going through. They don’t know what it’s like to struggle to survive. If they had the same hell I did, they wouldn’t say that. If you’ve been through what I’ve been through you know what I’m talking about. (and I’m pretty sure that’s most people on here.)

Because some people go through things you can’t even imagine, and they have the nerve to say something like “suicide is for cowards”?!?

How fucked up is that.

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