How to find peace? What if it does not exist? What if every thing I try I will not find it. What if we have to live in a perpetual state of war, conflict?
My mother says she did not have the luck to have a good husband and I feel like shit, like I would not exist if they were not together
I am crying
I said to her I wanna kill myself
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I’m struggling, but I’m just not going to give up. In my pursuit to find peace I think maybe I won’t find it, but maybe if there is a God he is fair. Maybe cutting a life short wouldn’t be fair. You are still alive right now for a reason.