I have made all the arrangements. I am ready to do this.
But I’m scared. Scared I won’t be able to go through with it when the time comes. Scared something will go wrong. Scared the Catholics are right and I will end up in hell.
I feel at peace with my decision and I am counting down the days. I want so badly to be done with this pathetic life of mine. But I’m scared. I know those last few minutes are going to be agonizing and that I am going to be completely alone.
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I was just going to go outside and hang myself probably still will. It’s incredibly scary.
The pain of living is crazy, but also the thought of dying is scary just as well, how old are you and are you male or female?
What method are you thinking of using?
I’m so nervous, I don’t know what to think hopefully I accidentally hang myself, so I don’t have to experience the commitment of jumping of a chair.
I’m going to go mess around with a noose tied to a beam and walk oof a curve whole the noose is on my neck in the back yard. I hope this ends the pain.
I hope there is no afterlife or even better I hope there is a new better life for everyone. I hope there is no hell.
Tonight is not the night. My brother drove by since it’s the weekend and he found me with the noose tied to the beam.
Good thing he didnt find me hanging, he probably would have rescued me and I would have been brain dead.
I never understood why people call suicide the coward’s way out, or even the easy way out. It takes an immense amount of courage to complete a suicide, and nothing about it is easy. Im scared too.
Better to be completely alone than one in a crowd.
You obviously don’t want to die If you are scared that you are going end up in hell. You may be depressed and hate your life but you don’t want to die just because you think Catholics are correct