I feel everything closes in, there is too much for me in this life to fight with, and less to fight …for..
In the end , it is not the drugs, alcohol, weed, friends, family, or therapy that helps, but what helps is that small few minutes of me with myself.
I get to know me better, I get time to plan my next steps, to figure out how I should deal with the new obstacles.
Anyone feels the same here?
Yours, Jac.
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Hey..
Have you thought of going to live in the wildness, by your own? Just nature and you? I was having the same thoughts today, not just thoughts, intentions, that or suicide. Because I have already taken a step and left everything a week ago.
no, I haven’t and won’t do that