Back but still fighting strong

ah, I’ve been commenting a lot, so needless to say I’m back. My turn for the better didn’t last, but then there is always hope that my turn for the worse won’t last either. Doing a lot of volunteer work now, that actually helps. Just my sleep is f…d and that affects the rest. Too tired to go to church today, also don’t wanna face people I deeply care about asking me how I am. I am shit, but I don’t want to worry them, again…..
So I’ll do some selfcare at home, do some of my hobbies, maybe take a hot bath and a good book. Talk here. Good to have this safe space.