Tired..

People lie. They betray others for their own selfishness. However, you’re a person too. You must not forget the possibility that you’re lying and betraying yourself.

They hate you? All of them? How do you know… Are you sure they hate you, and they aren’t lashing out over something else? How much of it is objective truth versus your subjective opinions? It’s hard to determine these things.

But if people are telling you to go to school, I’m betting it’s because they want you to succeed and have experiences there. I don’t know your position; maybe they’re misguided and ignorant. But I think they’re doing the only thing they know how, and wanting what’s best for you.

As for friends, it’s easier to think that they hate you than to trust they might not. Because if you trust them, it can hurt more if you’re wrong. But if you believe they hate you, you never give them a chance, and you end up being correct but miserable. If that sound’s like something that you can relate to, all I can say is that it hurts either way… but not trying makes it certain. trying at least has hope.