how you can love someone else so much more than yourself. Because they don’t have your problems, they always know what to do, they’re perfect.
Their pain is your pain except it hurts so much more. Feeling helpless, wishing you could take their pain for them, because they don’t deserve it, but you do.
It’s almost funny how someone so familiar to feeling down doesn’t know how to help someone else when they feel sad.
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Itβs funny when people want to stay away from me because Iβm depressed and itβs funny how confident that are to leave me Alone so I could deal all by myself.
Hey if it means anything at all. I don’t find it taboo or a waste of time or energy to help a fellow human being up when they’re down. I don’t feel weird about it at all. I actually seek out people like you naturally. I also have a natural talent of being able to see when somebody is in emotional pain even when they’re wearing the smiley mask. I’m telling you this because if I’m this way then surely there are others like me around you. It’s okay to ask for help when you need it. And to those who ignore your cry for help…..they don’t deserve you at your best. I remember how people ignored the hell outta me when i was at my lowest and now that I’m all better they wanna come back into my life. Some people can be really fake like that. But there are others who are decent.
I wish there are people like you around me. I crossed all that phase of seeking help from someone, bcz they cannot understand the pain (not blaming), also I do not want to bother other people with my boring sad stories.
What’s even funnier is, people that said “things will change, you will do better” a few years ago, no longer know what to say anymore π because I am still all that, a big time failure.
SP is the only place I feel real.
Thanks, much <3 to you
Aww… <3
I need some friends too and have been around too many fake people myself. π
Yeah i kinda understand people like that. Like before i was a mess depression was like a really uncomfortable topic like uh wtf am I supposed to do ynow so now I remember what I felt like and I don’t blame others for not wanting to help / get involved ynow. It really sucks though because people caring for you can help alot
No one cares until we die and some not even then