Update

I got taken to A and E two days ago and had to wait 10 hours to be seen. If that wasn’t enough I got there and they said you got a complicated condition, more complicated than PTSD but sorry we don’t have the facilities here, bye. Oh and here’s a number to call incase you feel like you are going to kill yourself again. It’s a fucking Christian organisation which is enough to put me off instantly. Religion is such a pile of bullshit I don’t want to owe them gratitude if they are think they are samaritans they are blatently doing it for their own gain. Lack of this world, I jut want to get the fuck outta here. Everyone is insane I don’t see a way away from that.