What do I do now?

I’ve been trying to be okay with life but it seems to be getting hard every day. I keep having dreams about being raped and almost killed. Then I also have dreams about killing myself and no one ever finding out what happened to me. Will these dreams ever stop? My dad is an asshole and gets mad about everything and at my job I get screamed at for things I didn’t do that others did. I try and be happy but everywhere I turn people try and ruin everything I’m trying to change for myself. I want to be happy and be able to save money for myself instead of using it for my dads shit. I’m trying to move out but with him taking all my money I have no choice but to stay till I get into the navy. I hate my life and my family doesn’t make it any easier.