I have until two weeks left before i attempt again i wont say when exactly cause im very paranoid my accounts been hacked and this information may be used to stop me.but i wont stop.i know i am evil and should get rid of myself before i do harm. I am also quite tired of living a life of poverty of fighting parents and of lonlieness im tired of failing at suicide and hope this will be it.i have been on here far to long talking about my failed attempts i think id like to leave to suicide project permenately with a final goodbye if i can. I will make sure to say that before i do anything.
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You’re here, typing this, aren’t you? There’s something to this. You’re choosing life long enough to communicate with people who understand you. You chose life, for the amount of time it took to type this, to share your own life. You didn’t have to type this. You didn’t have to come onto this site at all. Why did you?
There’s a reason you keep staying. There’s a reason you keep talking to us. There’s a reason you care. So what can you do with that? Explore it. Wait, just a little bit longer and explore it. You’re worth it:) You’re completely, 100% worth it 🙂
I don’t know you but I love you and I hope that something I said helps.
I want to hope.i want to be good.i want things to be good.and im not gonna lie apart me is afraid of dying so its like a cry for help but no one will.come everyone is leaving. Cause there either tired of me or trapped under a lie that im getting better.but i do need people and its not fair for everyone to.just runaway besides the fact that im a sick evil mother fucker i have to do the running and even if this attempt fails keep running cause the dead cant be hurt but the living can
Imma try killing myself again too. This time I feel like I could really do it. I hope all of us find ever lasting peace love u all S2