Could this be a start of something new?
Finding someone who doesn’t know me a lot yet, who may love me, from whom I could get support…
My last relationship was such a mess and I was very naive. My self-hate actually got worse from it.
Will he be able to heal the wounds I acquired from the last relationship and help me become a better person?
I don’t know. I’m too nervous.
Relationships have always made me out-of-character. I’ve been not exactly rational when having boyfriends.
I hope this works out well, because he makes me smile and that didn’t happen for a long time since my family became a mess.
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I can relate somewhat to your apprehension. Probably many people can.
It sounds good that he makes you smile. That is something.
Funny, how Love can be so beautiful and ugly at the same time.
I wish you well, and that he makes you happy.!
If not, you know where to find anonymous people, that love to support you.
(And love can make rationality seem like a joke. It happens to all of us)