I think the truth is as long as I am alive I will always want to die I absolutely, objectively, relatively, subjectively acknowledge that being is suffering and non suffering depending on the situation I am looking for a way to get rid of suicidal thoughts but I don’t think there is truly a way to get rid of them.
Not strong enough to end my own life which is probably a good thing but at the end of this I just want to be happy fortunately I’ll just rebound back on my own the only drugs I have ever experimented on is alcohol, cigarettes, weed first high was awesome I know I won’t be able to get the first high ever again, a little bit of cocaine, but more crack the crystallized variation of cocaine.
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I feel the same way, so empty that I have nothing to give. I’m so tired of living, it has become such a burden. Frankly, being alive is overrated. I’m on meds for depression, and they generally work, but then out of nowhere these feelings overcome me and I start to feel depressed again and tired.
I get it.
Yep.. I get it too.
Only I DO plan on killing myself. Most likely in the spring.
Feeling empty and miserable and like a major failure all the time is no way to live. There are other reasons too.
I just wish I would die tonight.
I wish I had the strength to commit suicide I do agree with assisted suicide, euthanasia, mercy killing for practical reasons and legal reason and mental health reasons and terminal illness.
I wish I had the strength to commit suicide I do agree with assisted suicide, euthanasia, mercy killing for practical reasons and legal reason and mental health reasons and terminal illness. 27 years old and well at the time of this message but honestly I think I wish someone would just shoot me in the back of the head with a shotgun.
I wish I had the strength to commit suicide I do agree with assisted suicide, euthanasia, mercy killing for practical reasons and legal reason and mental health reasons and terminal illness. 27 years old and well at the time of this message but honestly I think I wish someone would just shoot me in the back of the head with a shotgun and then shoot me in the back of the heart.
To me it isn’t that I have nothing to give it is just I don’t have much of a plan of what I want to do in life somewhat lazy but smart yet so stupid type of deal.
I don’t trust meds personally because I did try an SSRI but that only increased my suicidal thoughts either due to side effects, withdrawals, and or discontinuation symptoms and therapy is nothing but a feel good placebo sure it helps in the presence of the moment but it only delays the eventual and Inevitable meaning sure it can help but I don’t trust that system it doesn’t get rid of suicidal thoughts.