Didn’t knew. It can still be intoxication by foreign force – but after 2 self-harming action

Only Fresh Propofol ist Painless. I would had died by approximately 4 – 6 ml.

My Circulatory System went down, unable to Power me on the Feet. The Night was a Nightmare in which I vomitted Blood at 4am guiding me to Call the Emergency Ambulance Service.

The Fools saw the Blood in my Room, but we’re clear and open treating it to just don’t mind. In the Hospital I made it: I scratched together the litte Power left and spitted out Dark Mass of Blood almost in a Length of a Fish! -> I made it to the Intensive Care Unit.

I had a temporary Kidney Failure and my Liver with Inflammation.

I hear very Loud Acoustical Hallucinations. Headaches occur very often. I have an Virus in me and I feel like there is something else in my Body just waiting for me to be released.

Tbh I am for a while unable to take Position for Pro-Suicide-Helpset’s because it is really sometimes so complicated to bring one down.

Ps. I had no Suicide Intension, I just had a Midazolam, Ketamine, Medivacain and Propofol together!