Always told myself if I am not happy by 30 I was going to kill myself. I’m not happy and my birthday is in 3 days.
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Do you still feel like you want to kill yourself?
It’s been a long couple of weeks contemplating what my birthday means.
Its funny I tell myself this exact shiat every day.
Not sure how to get out of this mental spiral. Everyone tells me to not be a downer and I just feel like they are stupid for being happy with mediocre lives. Not that a non-mediocre life would make me happy. I guess I am just too nihilistic.
You’re fine. Listen, there’s no deadline(pun intended) to suicide. Do it when ya want. It’ll always be there! Dying should be a nice release. Don’t put pressure cause of your birthday. Hope you have a nice birthday living or dying. I just had my 29th birthday in Oct. and I was supposed to kill myself last year on my 28th birthday. I decided not to. There’s always Thanksgiving. But i probaby won’t, because I will be eating.