Seriously. I wanna stay here mainly for my sisters. I really wanna get better. I know exactly what should I do to get better. It really is kinda obvious and not even hard to do. Yet I´m still not doing it. Not even a part of it. I am still persisting on my bad habits and mentality. I am still doing nothing to help myself. Why? Maybe I have just let my fear control me. I am so paralyzed, I am scared of the things I crave the most (like physical contact, getting a social life or getting out of my depressed sad “safe space”)
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I’m in the same boat. I know what will solve my problems – go out there and socialize! But it’s easier said than done especially when there are people who undermine you and destroy you every chance they get so all you can do is watch as you are helpless in your affairs. It’s disheartening and depressing to watch your life go by and still see no improvement and progress.