out of anger and stress (due to school) i told my boyfriend id kill him because hes the only one stopping me from killing myself so if hes dead i can kill myself in peace but what the fuck right!!
i said sorry so much and i said maybe itd be better for us to break up but what what what i dont wwant this to happen again fuckuf ukcufkcu fuck!!!
i let my anger take over me again
i just want to die
please
he wont break up with me and now im afraid i will actually end up killing him even though thats not what i would do fucku fuckfuk fuck
please help me
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Tell him how you feel about it. You’re not a bad person, you let your anger control you and it made you think rashly. I’m here if you need to talk, and please don’t kill yourself.
I had that once, that intent to kill. I was scared of myself for what I felt. We grew up living like this that we are so mentally unstable. We prefer being alone than drag those around us down with us. We rather suffer alone. I wish I could help you and I know how scared you are because of what you felt. Take deep breaths everytime, ask him to give you some alone time for now, if he can’t give you that break up, he should give you some space for now because you’re suffocating right now.
I’ve felt intent to kill before. I felt towards cops because they have taken all my sanctity and now there is nothing else for me to do but commit. I could have avoiding wasting my last 2 years in the grip of predator police had I simply started killing them.
Yeah it only takes one f*cking wh*re to stop you. I don’t blame you for wanting to kill him. Set your priorities if killing yourself means more to you than this grunt in your way, leave him!! This reminds me of that country f*cker movie Sweet Home Alabama where the guy refuses to sign a divorce paper so the lady has to deal with his dumb*ss until he signs the papers
He needs to give you space.