I know youre sleeping. I want to wake you up. I want to talk to you. But at the same time i want you to leave. Never talk to me again. Trust me, it wouldnt make you like everyone else. You should just go. Save yourself from me. Im only going to make everything worse. One of these days youll realize its for the best for you. I wouldnt worry about me. Im a lost cause. No one can save me. I know the pain of trying to save someone you care about. And it never goes away. You are so much better off leaving and never knowing if im gone or if my dreams came true. But what do i know. I made mistakes before thinking i knew best.
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I feel like saying that you should keep whoever this person is in your life… I think they are valuable. But what do I know?
He is. He is always there for me. But I’m a sinking boat and I don’t want him to drown with me.
I vote for keeping this person in your life, It’s good to have a friend. I don’t know you but Your self deprecating thoughts may only be in your head and your friend welcomes your company. Is this your only lifeline back to normalcy, can they offer a perspective that isn’t tainted with the negativity that brews inside of us? There are good people out there and it should be their call if they opt to leave, don’t push them away to “”spare” them from your “poison,” it may even hurt them more than you know