I think I’m going insane, I can’t think of anything but hurting other people and hurting myself. I have people I care about and I don’t want to disappoint them but I can’t get the thought of blood out of my brain.
i find the music i listen to or my mood affects it. rock, metal or when i get angry all makes it act up. basically try to be happy. or just not angry at least
I feel the same way very often. For me, it is the same reason for which I have not left this life. I think the idea of doing something is more exciting for me than the consequences of such an act would be. Although there are times it would, personally, be very beneficial to do such things I choose instead to use it as a fantasy to play out in my head. Whatever you end up doing, I hope you find what you are looking for.
I want to kill my self but I don’t have anyone in my life or know anyone so I wouldn’t hurt anyone else. I really don’t care about other people. Ha. Won’t touch them, talk to them, look at them. But I’d love to kill myself. Lol. I just don’t know when how where to kill myself. All I know is I’d prefer being dead to being alive.
6 comments
i know that feeling. i find it comes and goes for me.
How do u fight it
i find the music i listen to or my mood affects it. rock, metal or when i get angry all makes it act up. basically try to be happy. or just not angry at least
Having an outlet for those feelings is good. Things like music, painting, boxing, etc.
Unsheared:
I feel the same way very often. For me, it is the same reason for which I have not left this life. I think the idea of doing something is more exciting for me than the consequences of such an act would be. Although there are times it would, personally, be very beneficial to do such things I choose instead to use it as a fantasy to play out in my head. Whatever you end up doing, I hope you find what you are looking for.
– Wolf
I want to kill my self but I don’t have anyone in my life or know anyone so I wouldn’t hurt anyone else. I really don’t care about other people. Ha. Won’t touch them, talk to them, look at them. But I’d love to kill myself. Lol. I just don’t know when how where to kill myself. All I know is I’d prefer being dead to being alive.