I am currently a senior in high school. As the time went on throughout my high school years, I slowly started to gather information and reasoning on why I don’t need to be here anymore. I don’t feel important and there have been so many incidences where I was not remembered by the people I thought would. My “friends” all worry about each other, but when it comes to me I am nothing nor a thought. I have a multitude of stress at home to go along with my sadness and it just becomes too overwhelming. I also have work that kicks me while I’m down. If it’s my time to go, then I’m completely okay with that.
This is short and doesn’t have many details to properly explain, and I’m sorry for that.
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“I don’t feel important and there have been so many incidences where I was not remembered by the people I thought I would.”
As a fellow high school senior, I’d like to share some information that may help you. I know that right now you may feel like a nobody, but that will all pass. I mean, you’re (probably) 18, and about to enter what will probably be the most exciting years of your life as a college student if you choose to do so. There will be a time where you want to be remembered. But is it really a bad thing that you’re not remembered right now, as a person who has lived only a small fraction of life? There’s so much in the future and you have so much to look forward to instead of looking back at events that are out of your control and that shouldn’t bother you.
“My “friends” all worry about each other, but when it comes to me I am nothing nor a thought. I have a multitude of stress at home to go along with my sadness and it just becomes too overwhelming.”
Find new friends. Much easier said than done, but if you do not have friends that value you as a person, you do not have the time for them. Find your rock- someone or something that you can rely on and will listen without judging. And if you choose to go off to college, make the best out of the clean slate you’re given. Don’t look back and don’t give up. Sending positive vibes.