Not suicide related
I’d definetly consider other guys these days. My boyfriend gives me little hope. Its a shame because we both relate really well and we’re both fucked up. I’m still very much attracted to him and I want him… but I don’t even know what the heck he even wants lol. I thought he was going to get his own place. Things didn’t work out with the owner. I even had to ask, he didn’t keep me updated. Why doesn’t he keep looking? And why would he want a nice and modern place? That’s picky. I’m fine with clean, older/old places (I’m in one now!).
I get tempted to meet him but I have to control myself. I have a bit more money now. I bought some clothes. Couldn’t help it. Lol.
You’ve got 8 more months if I don’t end my life before then. I said I was gonna give myself a year. There’s 8 months to go…
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love and dating sucks eh?
Yes it does :/