I hate myself, and I seem to hate other people more and more now…. I was very pissy with my father yesterday (well two days ago now but since I slept like 20 hours after that it feels like yesterday still) -_-
I don’t really have much else to say, I want to say more but I can’t think of things…. Things are bothering me but I can’t put them in words, which bothers me. I hate me.
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Hate is a very strong word, I use it a lot myself when I dislike something, I’m not telling you anything I’m reminding myself.
Meh, is a pretty funny to me, I need to use it more often you have a great influence on me! I’m waiting! 🙂
I’m so sorry to has influenced you in such horrible ways xD
I spent a bit more money to complete a thing, and then realized that I want some of the things that the thing was missing (bought very cheap and aware of the missing things) and realizing that it’s going to become a massive pit to toss money in, or a lot of sculpting work…. Which will be cheaper, but I really don’t know how to do sculpting yet…. Wouldn’t be too bad though at least probably -_-
at least this will give me a thing to do once everything gets here?
Sure! I’ve done that too, it would have been nicer the other way, but chances are you will feel better in the end. Just moderate going forward. I brought a convertible sport car once thought I was going to drive it, it blew up in a heartbeat! worked on it 6 months to get it going, in the end I had fun with it.
well I’ll still be spending less money overall (a lot less) than if I went new new, instead of technically used but basically new just with some bits gone…. It’s just shipping is a pain…. I really don’t want to spend $5 shipping on $3 of things, so I will be trying to find what I need locally :/
yeah I’d wouldn’t like that either.
Kind of like being short on cash ordering the 99 cent cheese burger then they ask if like a coke, yeah why not, OK $15 dollars please!
I never buy soft drinks from fast food places, they horribly gouge on like 5 cents of material…. I don’t tolerate that shit xD
and when I go to like cart up everything I want from like a single seller on ebay to combine the shipping it turns into spending like $15 on things (in much larger quantities than I need) and still $5-6 in shipping which is stupid…. I’m going to explore a local store that I have not visited today and see if they have anything, they might or might not or might know where to point me -_- (this be a hobby product if you are at all curious, so large dumps of money) If I can’t be satisfied I’ll just do it myself probably at least with the things I can, I guess I can always cut off whatever I think turns out horrible and try again. sadly I still have like 2ish weeks to wait on the paint, and a week for some of the stuffs still so I can’t do anything yet, and it bothers me
Yep I’m the same way when I go to fast food places, I got burn’t a couple times a long time of go.
I have at least never been burned because I always plan my orders ahead and know how much I’ll be spending…. This is why restaurants that don’t have a menu with their prices listed on a website don’t get my business, I am uncomfortable going somewhere without knowing what I want and what it will cost -_-